4th Anniversary...

Dissapointed... The genting trip on 30th August to celebrate our 4th ♥ Anniversary that we planned earlier have forced to cancelled... His family would go to SG to travel on the same date.. and can't bring GF along... so i couldn't go together with him... I'm really so sad with that... This year have alot of problem btw our realtionship.. and now the anniversary forced to cancel too.. Thought to used the chance to improve our relationship.. Haiz... Everything gone.. I have no confidence with this relations will be last longer or not...His love on me is lesser... No more caring, no more missing... started feel like External of us are Lovely.. but internal are Empty.. I really try really hard to change myself to become better and improve our love... but its useless... the problem not on myself... the problem on him... What i did, it's just like nothing for him.. I dont really understand what's in his mind.. Haiz... I think just let it run normally.. if keep thinking alot.. I'll be crazy one day...